I wonder how winter will be
with a spring that I shall never see
I wonder how night will be
with a day that I shall never see
I wonder how life will be
with a light that I shall never see
I wonder how life will be
with a pain that lasts eternally

In every night there's a different black
in every night I wish that I was back
to the time when I rode
through the forests of old

In every winter there's a different cold
in every winter I feel so old
so very old as the night
so very old as the dreadful cold

I wonder how life will be
with a death that I shall never see
I wonder why life must be
a life that lasts eternally
I wonder how life will be
with a death that I shall never see
I wonder why life must be
a life that lasts eternally

love.. love is wonderful!
but I regret, that must awake every morning.

edit:
fuck this shit!

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homeworld
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Churches are biggest lies in the world.
They're a roads to nowhere. But faith..
Faith is blind.. Blind?
Dont Cry!.................................the end.

fear.. autumn leaves,
Gods plan..
illness called life.
deep inside a heart..
hidden temptations.
I'm touching gently..
my reflection in the water
but sun has gone down and..
I can see just the blackness.